Monday, March 14, 2011

Wandering around

कुछ समा हुआ ऐसे ही बैठे हुए,
कुछ अरसे गुज़र गए यह दीवारें देखते हुए,
दिल हुआ है ज़िन्दगी को नए सिरे से देखने का,
नयी ज़मीन पर बैठने का, नयी दीवारों को ताकने का.
तोह चल पड़ें एक और रस्ते पर, एक और ठिकाने की तालाश में,
मंजिल फिर नहीं है, सफ़र से फिर ना कोई उम्मीद,
दिल को बहलाना है, वही पुरानी ख्वाहिश.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Random peek in the past

Over the past three and a half years or so, I have traveled quite a bit. Only one country i.e. India but states of Uttar Pradesh, Madhya Pradesh, Rajasthan, Gujarat, Maharashtra, Uttrakhand, Punjab, Haryana, Karnataka, Tamil Nadu, Andhra Pradesh, Orissa, Himachal Pradesh, West Bengal, besides my very own Delhi. Phew! That is quite a long list, and we are still to go into the cities and villages list. The best part is that while some of those escapades have been very touristy - visiting all the places one is 'supposed' to - a large part of them have taken me to remote villages, slums, and what not. And what that has meant is not-so-typical experiences, conversations and memories.

I like interacting with almost strangers. And by 'almost' I mean I do not start talking to the person standing next to me on a railway platform or a temple, but the next layer of people closer than them - the auto rickshaw or taxi walas, the waiters, the bar tenders, the project associates, etc etc. And I have formed a belief that the kind of insights taxi or auto drivers give about a place are incomparable. I remember talking to a taxi driver on my first visit to Mumbai. He had seen Mumbai age with years. To him the city had become like a museum, where millions come and go but whatever is inside hasn't changed for decades. The infrastructure development has just not coped up with the population increase. I hardly know Mumbai, but I feel that every time I am there. Don't take me wrong, I am not a Mumbai hater or something, in fact, I believe the Arabian Sea makes it the most special city in this country, gives it that soul. But the day time chaos is something that could have been better managed. Anyway, I love the vada pao and when I told this to another taxi driver, he laughingly said, 'Sahab pet bharne ke liye khana padega, toh utna achha nahi lagega', with the laugh receding with every word.

One thing that catches my eye every time I visit a new city is how each city, especially the smaller ones, have their own design of auto rickshaws. I have seen some giant 10 seaters to really petite, slim and trim ones, still having the same capacity. While the city defines its auto rickshaws' exterior structure, the interiors really bring out the personality of each of those auto rickshaws, or their drivers. So some have starking bright blue neon lights with silver danglers hanging down the side railings. Others would prefer posters of bare chested Salman Khan or the shades wearing Shahrukh Khan or more commonly, the not so fair Bipasha Basu. And it does not end there. I remember traveling in an auto rickshaw in Bhopal. We reached a traffic signal and stopped (an impossibility in states of Uttar Pradesh and Haryana). Another auto rickshaw came, screeching with a glass shattering sound of Dhoom Dhoom (yes the John Abraham movie's OST). My auto rickshaw felt outdone and replied with 'Muqabla, muqabla..hoga!' and rocketed ahead at the sight of green light.

It is obviously impossible to capture (even remember) all my traveling experiences in one blog post. I think I would not even want to. It is about how thoughts are stored in one memory. I believe they are compartmentalized on the basis of some common characteristics. You think of a fair girl and your memory sorts all the records of fair girls that made lasting impressions at any point of time. You remember a girl in Rishikesh and that brings you to your other memories of that place - the rafts, the camps, the boats, the cliffs, and so much more. And those threads of thoughts are what make memories beautiful, bringing that smile to one's face. At least to me. So let's see how my day-to-day experiences of the future would remind me of some of the moments I have enjoyed in the past and then would like to share them here.


Tuesday, March 01, 2011

A New Day, A New Beginning

It is amazing how time makes thoughts to oscillate between extremes.

I started this blog to pen down some of my real thoughts as an extra-curricular activity whenever I get bored of posting on stairway. But that quickly lost steam as I just did not find the motivation of doing so.

Now things have changed. I fail to muster up energy to post anything on stairway. While there is a plan of putting a fictional thing down someday, something that is more exciting, voluminous and useful, I don't know when will that happen. I have come to realize one thing - human thoughts evolve beautifully with time and experiences. From what I was a few years ago, the way I thought about life and the world, my outlook towards my innerself and beyond, I am a remarkably different person. And I just got this feeling that if this evolution is not recorded, I will miss out on the charm of looking back a few years down the line and reading through the way I think right now. I just read my older posts out here when I began this blog and I couldn't stop smiling. And also that I have accepted I don't possess much memory to be proud of. So the concluding idea - this blog will get a fresh new beginning while stairway will go into hibernation for sometime, and hence the oscillation.

The interesting thing to see will be that are these really oscillations or a mere U turn that will now take me to an altogether different journey, which I could have just missed going on.

I plan to record some of the interesting experiences that stumble upon me every now and then; also some of my thoughts on the issues I typically remain interested in; some of my travelogues from excursions that I normally value a lot; some of my rantings about world, people and even myself; and a lot more. I just hope I am regular enough to do this justice from hereon.

Baddi muddat ke baad ek raasta fir pakda hai,
Manzil ki na koi khabar hai na koi chahat, safar se hi mohabbat karne ka iraada hai.